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Here's to Death.

Fri Jan 2, 2009, 8:37 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: eyes on fire - blue foundation
  • Reading: the face - dean koontz
  • Watching: nothing.
  • Playing: with a ballpoint pen.
  • Eating: raisins
  • Drinking: nothing.
I wonder what it's like to lose someone, not that I WANT to lose someone - not at ALL - but the curiosity is enough to bug the corners of my mind. Everyone reacts differently to deaths, whether it is a friend or a relative. How would I react? Would I keep it inside and refuse to talk to anyone for weeks, possibly months? Would I let it all out, wearing my heart on my sleeve? Or would I just try and act strong, just for the sake of everyone else?

I know that it is one of the most torturing experiences anyone can go through, but what's the aftermath? What is left behind someone's passing, their existence gone from our sight? Is it to appreciate life? But how the hell can you appreciate life when you just LOST someone? The feeling of emptyness just overtakes your body, making you feel numb and hollow.

I have no idea what point I'm trying to make here, or the point of this note at all, but I just needed to let it out.

btw, Happy New Year :party:

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i wanna live life the way i want to, and nothing is gonna stop me. not even the flaws in myself or the world.

im not gonna stand back and observe other people living their dream, because they are different to me; in every single aspect.

SO SCREW YOU JUDGERS - GO WASTE YOUR LIFE ON BEING SKEPTIC, I AINT COMPLAINING. CAUSE WHEN YOU'RE DOING THAT, I'LL BE VANDALISING YOUR HOUSE AND ENJOYING MY LIFE - EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF IT :]

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  • Current Residence: Dubai (ugh, i hate it)
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
  • Interests: sports, reading, music.
  • Favourite movie: Curious Case of Benjamin Button
  • Favourite band or musician: COLD;10 YEARS;TRAPT;KORN;THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH;SEETHER;BREAKING BENJAMIN;LIMP BIZKIT;CHEVELLE.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, dance, ambient, altern-rock/punk, metal, hard rock, easy-listening, acoustic, classical
  • Favourite artist: Lee Kellgren. some of his stuff is kl :)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz
  • Favourite photographer: Foud Elkhoury and Robert Dutesco
  • Favourite style of art: loose, sketchy, surreal.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: don't mind, as long it plays music.
  • Favourite game: Gears of War1+2, Halo 3, Frontlines.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360 Elite
  • Favourite cartoon character: Haruno Sakura and Mandy in The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
  • Personal Quote: We're kids. Who the hell knows why we act like we know what love is.
  • Tools of the Trade: sketch pencils, camera, watercolor, ballpoint pens.

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~RockLou Mar 24, 2009, 7:09:16 PM
Thank you for a comment you made on one of my secrets.

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~141131 Mar 22, 2009, 9:18:41 AM
thx for adding my pic :D
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~nego7 Mar 2, 2009, 6:15:01 AM
Thanks by the add of [link] to your faves also peak a look into my art account in :icondarknightglow:
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~CinderellaWasAzombie Mar 2, 2009, 4:25:16 AM
Hello! :halfliquid:
Thanks for the :+fav: on Imaginary Friend!

:heart:I really apprecciated it! :heart:
Please, :+devwatch: me, if you like my gallery! :aww:
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:spotlight-left:Visit me again!:spotlight-right:
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~lurchvision Mar 2, 2009, 1:15:17 AM
thanks for adding me to your manipulators gallery

nice collection !

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~ForBlueBlueSkiies Mar 2, 2009, 2:55:21 AM
no probleem - your picture deserved a place there! :)

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Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful,
Mirror, mirror on the wall♥

Oh, crystal ball, hear my song,
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong♥
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~KarenWanny Mar 1, 2009, 1:47:18 AM
Hey there!!! :3
Thanks so much for the fav!!! (: :hug: :heart:
Beautiful photography so far, keep it up! :thumbsup:
~xoxo

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♪The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me.♥♪
~xoxo

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~ForBlueBlueSkiies Mar 2, 2009, 2:55:58 AM
heyy
ahaa, no problem :)
and thanks, i have yet to improve though!^^

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Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful,
Mirror, mirror on the wall♥

Oh, crystal ball, hear my song,
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong♥
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~KarenWanny Mar 9, 2009, 11:21:52 AM
:aww::heart:

Well, practice makes perfect <33

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~Screw-up Pixie!★
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♪The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me.♥♪
~xoxo

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